First things first, I went through my gallery (and journals) here and deleted some old things and re-organized other things. It was really high time I did that. Much cleaner now, got rid of some embarrassments XD
In other news, I totally got lost in the whole Tolkien mythology again. Whenever I think I'm over it, it comes back hitting me full force. It's been going on for about 2 weeks now and doesn't seem to plan on leaving anytime soon. So the best I can do, really, is to draw it all out. Well, at least my sketchbook is happy Prepare for some Silmarillion art.
As always, picking up that book has pushed me down this same weird emotional rollercoaster it has in store for me every time I give it another try. Right now I can't even bring my self to read the chapter about the Nirnaeth Arnoediad and further because I'm stuck in the strange denial phase of processing it all. Somewhere somehow I still think it can all end well, but reading the story just breaks my heart over and over again. Doesn't matter how often I read it, it just seems to be getting worse. And believe me, it's been many times, for at least 10 years now
Anyways, apart from being heartbroken for a bunch of fictional characters I feel strangely alive. I missed that feeling, it feels good to be back
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